Soft spot

I can’t stop thinking about Robert John Downey Jr.

I watched his 04′ film, ‘Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang” over the weekend and i was glued in front of the telly just watching him.

Just watching him.

I listened to his songs over and over again through his website and d’oh!

I searched for his album, The Futurist but it seemed that it wasn’t anywhere! Nada!

I’ve tried to buy over Amazon.com but it was SOLD OUT!

Geez… should have asked Aunty A to get it for me.

*slaps my head*

Thanks For Nothing

I was supposed to be on a 2 weeks of Mc due to my operation this friday. It might take slightly longer than that, it all depends on how fast my body can recover especially the ugly scar. Yucks! Thank God Dr Lee will do a plastic surgery on that spot.

Told Boss about it. The response? Very irritating and frustrated.

‘You were on MC recently because your had your wisdom tooth removed and what now?’

Blerghhh.

Need me to explain more after i showed him my admission letter to the hospital?

I don’t think so.

I better shut up and listen to his blabbering. Yak, yak, yak… go and start to nag me!

‘Write an email to CEO, cc-ed to me and her secretary saying that you have to go for the op bla, bla, bla’

Uh-uh.

‘Understand?’

‘Very well. Easy!’

Blerghhh.

‘How come you’re always sick?’

This time i mustn’t keep my mouth shut. Ready to fire at the oppenent.

‘I didn’t ask to be sick. I was in a great pain when my dentist adviced me to remove the tooth. I’d rather do it than later. Nobody ask for to be sick anyway. Maybe you can ask God?’

He remained silence. Thinking to fire me back.

‘You can come to work after a week?’

‘WHAT?’

You’re such a bastardbodohgilerpunyeorangmacamnipunada ‘seagull manager’

Nobody wants to pay that much to be sick. Yes, the bill is quite a hefty sum.

(Read: Seagull Manager is ‘a a manager who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on every single thing and then.. he leaves’)

LATEST UPDATE!

Ok. Noted. Take care. Btw. What is the surgery for. Hope you get well soon.

That was an email from my CEO.

Yabedabedoooooooooooooooooooo!

My Daily 10

1. Called clients to inform about tomorrow’s event
2. Am wearing my new pashmina, a souvenir from Dubai.
3. While queuing at the cafe, abg Mat told me that i look slimmer. Yes, i lost 3 kg recently.
4. I had american breakfast today, with a cup of black coffee. Still on diet. A MUST!
5. It’s been 3 days since i last read any newspaper. The Edge, it’s a MUST to keep me update with the current economy.
6. I fall in love with Celine.
7. Thinking of buying a pair of red heels from Christian Louboutin.
8. I miss you mom.
9. Yes, am going to have a haircut this weekend. Just wait!.
10. I always like Eva Mendes. She’s so hot and i ‘ve a fantasy with her!

 

One Quiet Morning

I woke up this morning feeling so sick. I was shivering all over my body. Gosh! I had two pieces of blanket last night and wore my socks. It was a cold night.

I have an important presentation today at a client’s office. Think i’ll be able to get the deal. This is important for me and the company.

Yes, as usual i’m wearing my signature glasses to work today. I’m serious when it comes to my work. When it comes to relationship, i have no luck!

Well, i don’t lie to myself that i miss him more today…. *sigh*

Good To Be Back

I had a bad sore throat today. Been smoking for the past few weeks, serves me right. Yeah right! I deserve this.

I know i’m a stubborn person. Can’t deny the fact.

Who’s fault?

I don’t understand men, sometimes.

Let me tell you a story today.

Assumed the guy is *Eric and the girl is *Amanda. They met each other through a mutual friend. Eric is Amanda’s guy friend’s elder brother. His brother, *Jamie really wanted to see both of them as a couple coz to him, they make a perfect match. Something like match made in heaven, bukan match make in hell afterwards ker?

Jamie passed Amanda’s number to Eric. He sent her sms-es almost every single day until she replied. They became close and inseprable. They met for coffee after work, followed by dinner and supper. She will received calls from him day and night. Everything was sweet.

Without her knowing, Eric has a sweetheart back in his hometown. A young girl. Eric and Amanda is the same age. He once told her that he won’t marry a girl at his age, no way.

Cakap besar, sekali dapat sebaya padan muka kau!

At the same point Eric wanted both of them. He proposed to Amanda, after 3 weeks of dating. Can you imagine that?

Giler ke? Kau ingat kawin ni benda main main ker? Tak suka esok, sila cerai lah?

She believed him totally. They started to plan for the wedding. A small wedding will do.

A week later, he changed his mind. He told her over dinner that he’d still love his girl. Their love is pure and innocent.

‘Do you think that my love is evil?’

‘No baby, i just-’

‘Fuck you!’

And she left him. She was sobbing through the nite. Alone

Never she imagined that he could do such a nasty thing to her. She has been good to him.

Why? She doesn’t deserve this kinda treatment.

Fuck!

And now he wanted to come back to her again.

‘Sorry, i don’t sleep with a confused guy!’

Chill baby

I was talking to my friend today when suddenly she mentioned that a good friend of ours is now a divorcee or janda. She married at the early age when she was 21. Had a son not too long after that but the marriage didn’t seemed to work. The problem is not from her hubby.

It was her.

Being one of the popular girl in school, she had a strings of boyfriends. She never had a problem on who’s who to bring to the prom night. You could say that she changed her suitors just like she changed her undies!

Even when she was still married, she had affairs with plenty of men. What a real bitch!

After 3 years of marriage, hubby left her together with their son. She never got to see her son anymore.

Last i heard she has settled down in singapore, with a rich angmoh that she met during her party days. You could say that she’s one of the SPG hooker in town or better known as butterfly to certain people.

Now, she’s back.

She’s back to her old behaviour but she’s getting worse.

She supplies young girls to VVIP at anytime, anywhere.

Of course she managed to get a handsome reward each time, especially if VVIP likes the girl so much. Talking about 5 figures salary for a month?

For her, money is everything. Money can change one’s heart. In a split second.

She wanted to see me this weekend at one of the hotel. Just to catch up for the sake of the old time.

As i’m writing this entry, i’m sipping my red. I’m thinking.

Thinking.

I guess i need to chill.

I prefer red actually. On some function, i like to have martini.

2007

It’s 2007. Say goodbye to 2006 people.

Guess everybody need some changes. So do I. I’ve already changed my hairstyle last month and was quite satisfied with the result. People said that i look nicer in this hairdo. Oh yes, of course!

What else do i need to change?

Wardrobe. I’m getting tired of the same ol’ same outfit. Should do some shopping next month though. I’m going overseas beginning next month, so i guess at the same time i could take a break from work.

Anything else?

Oh yes. I wish that i’m a bit taller. I know it sounds funny coz i’m tall for Asian woman but hey… a bit taller doesn’t hurts aight?

I’m 170cm. For now.

Am i tall enough?

Coffee Lady

Shit!

I spilled some coffee on my favourite shirt. How careless I could be when I was rushing for my deadlines! Boss from heaven is not in today. Not yet. Maybe he’s coming after lunch or so. Whether he’s in or not today, I must make sure that the slides is on his table before he starts screaming and mumbling.

Previously, I named him as “Boss from hell” but sometimes he could be as nice as an angel. No doubt. His mood swings a lot. Pretty much like a female huh? He just got married early last month. Don’t ask me how ‘young’ he is. But I noticed that every Monday without fail, for sure he can easily lost his temper over lilttle things.

He always likes my coffee. His secretary used to make him one but now the task is mine. My type of coffee would be black and thick. His type of coffee? Half teaspoon of coffee powder, one teaspoon of sugar and creamer. It must be bloody hot. If it’s cold, he will scream at me.

Blerghhhh… officially i’m a coffee lady cum accounts manager here!

I can manage my clients accounts, and at the same time I’ll make good coffee. By the way, I did my GM work too…

All rounder huh?

Daddy’s Girl

I have everything that I want in life. No doubt about it. But one thing for sure, I need my soulmate. Is it so hard to find one?

Always, I tell myself that I'll be single for the rest of my life as I don't have any intention to settle down at this point of time. I like kids, but I guess I'll go for adoption, or even to the sperm bank. Talking about IVF. If I decided to have my own kid, I know that it's not that easy to find the right man, to become the father of my kid.

I'm lucky as I came from a modern family who doesn't mind at all if their only child will not tie the knot. Mom just wants me to be happy in life. She doesn't want to see me crying at the end of the day just because of a man.

Thanks mom, you're wonderful!

In other hand, dad wants me to settle down as he's worried that i'm staying on my own. I know he cares for me but hey dad, your lil' girl is all grown up here. She's on her own, very much independent and always at home during weekends when you called. Even on Fiday night, she rather stay at home with her puppy on her lap while watching DVD's.

Dad is away on a business trip. He will only be back by next month from Zurich. I envy his willpower the most. Although he's supposed to retire comfortably at his age, but still he wants to run his business on his own. He has his group of staff under him.

"You've got to be patience if you want something good in life"

Yes dad. I am now.

You must be proud of me. I'm one of the high flyer in the company at this tender age.